14th entry.

im seriously worried bout the incoming pspm!
gosh!
i do study nothing!
eid!
going easy!
nothing much to wrote about.
n now!
it getting worst!
i cant even stop thinking about him!
i now that he will never be mine.
im generously state that i do started to like him!
i hate to read his wall post in fb!
make me suffer!
i know!
i admitted!
i'm pretty sure!
dad he never be mine!

ive change my self!
i really wanna forget the past and try to strive for the future!
but,da past!
still passing trough!
and i cant stop it!
oh my godness.
im desperate.
either past or now.
i really want to have a happy life.
without thinking the past.
without nothing from the past!
but i cant!
please...
i hope there will someone that can make me go on with my new chapter of life n forget the past!
i wish i could have someone that can understand me well!
but i am little bit confuse with my own feeling.
i really want to forget the past!
but when a new love come,
i still cant accept it and still thinking bout him!
the past!
am i still cant forget him?
no!
im pretty sure that im started to forget him already!
but?
y?
i wish i could have one!
:-)